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October 2002 News Archive

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October 25, 2002 --   I know it's not a major update but there are some cool new pictures including the super long but really intense Sins of the Father trailer.  There are exactly 39 new pictures on the site all throughout The Tenement and Sins of the Father section.  For many of you, this is the first time you'll get a glimpse of Sins as I have not released and don't plan on releasing the script for it.
     As some of you may have heard, I have been evicted from my apartment.  I found a new place but that means that more than likely I won't have a table at Fangoria as planned - no money and no time.  The Tenement is now planned for a spring release and Sins of the Father for late summer/early fall. DVD versions of either will definitely not be out until next fall.
     I will be at the Chiller Theatre Expo this weekend.  Please stop by to show your support.  I think that it is important to keep the name of the movie out there for public awareness and to support indie films. 
     I have received many emails from colleagues, friends and fans.  Thank you all for your support.  You are the people who keep me going and I really appreciate it.

     Finally, congratulations to Mike Saladino (who plays a junky in The Tenement).  He took home an award for his short, Facade, from this year's successful Putnam County Film and Video Festival.  I'm also proud to say that thanks to me there was a horror category at the festival this year as well.  The Risen writer/director, Scott Klein took home the first place award for the horror category.

October 15, 2002 --  This has been a crazy year for everyone.  Though my troubles are nothing compared to those directly affected by 9/11 I wanted to take a moment to address some things that are bothering me.  I wanted to voice my opinions to my colleagues and friends.
     Three years ago I put my finances on the line to pursue a dream after so many years of losing sight of my goal.  I started out at the age of 13 doing public access shows, some of which I won awards for.  Even then I was controversial daring to do things that were not normally done. 
     At the age of 17 I was doing live talks shows tackling issues like teen abortion, suicide and alcohol and substance abuse.  They pushed public access to the limit and as a result I was asked to leave.  With the help of a few others we formed ACT (Action for Community Television) which would eventually redefine the public access guidelines for Adams Russell Cable (now Cablevision).  Our main concern was freedom of speech.  I worked with WLNA/WHUD for a while as well.  Disenchanted with the politics in the business I left the cable and a potential broadcast career. 
     I focused on my writing in college where I wrote numerous short stories and poems which have been published in magazines. 
     Three years ago I was close to selling a screenplay to Alchemy Entertainment (a subsidiary of Full Moon Entertainment) when they suffered financial distress.  Their enthusiasm toward my screenplay was enough for me to write something that I could shoot and direct myself.  Soon I set out upon the laborious task of putting my first feature together called Fear of the Dark.  We were in the NY Times and won our first festival award at last years Putnam County Film and Video Festival. 
     Where is this going you might ask?  Let me tell you.  It is one thing to put your self in financial hell to pursue a dream.  It is another to pursue your vision so closely that it consumes you and destroys everything around you.  This is what has happened.  The festival marked the beginning of what would be and is a long turbulent road ahead.
     There was an uproar at last years festival as to whether or not the movie should be shown because of its "shocking and realistic nature."  I heard through the grapevine that there was fear of a backlash from the church because of some of the festival's affiliations.  I speak publicly about this now because I feel I don't have much to lose and it has been a sour note that has played for far too long with me.
     This year I was attacked by those close to me regarding the subject matter in one on my movies.  Again, this stemmed from the church.  Don't get me wrong.  I have nothing against religion.  I'm not practicing but I do believe in God.  I don't feel that any institution should have the right to infringe upon the arts.
     As a parent I realize the responsibility of overseeing what my child views or listens too.  But as a filmmaker I don't believe that my creative vision or expression should be tailored to suit any one audience.  If you don't like it, don't watch it.  We showed a few clips from the movie at this years festival with a warning beforehand.  It left many in stunned silence.  I know that I have done my job as a filmmaker in the horror/thriller genre if it can evoke this kind of emotion. 
     The question that I pose to all of you is at what point do you draw the line?  Am I more of an artist because I have pursued my vision at all costs or am I just a fool?
     This past Friday I was told that (after being the model tenant for 12 years) that I have to give up my apartment December 1 because the landlord's son got his girlfriend pregnant and they need a place to live.  I was offered a "pig sty" at twice the rent and if I took it I had to be out by November 15.  I am overwhelmed financially and can't afford to move right now.  I am living paycheck to paycheck.  I ask you again.  Does this make me a determined artist or a fool?
     I have the determination and I believe that I will rise above this.  I have sacrificed a lot to accomplish what I have in my career.  But at the end of the day what do I truly have to show for it?
     Due to this sudden move I have had to cancel some of the movie's promotional events which would have helped recoup some money.  I even have to put production of them on hold.  The first will not be out any earlier than April and the second probably not until next Fall.
     I look back and ask whether or not all of this has been worth it.  And I truly don't know.  I ask each of you to examine your own lives.  Examine your careers.  What is truly important to you?  Have you lost sight of your goals or have they been in front of you all along and you just didn't realize it.

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